Thank you for writing this. I have a lot of feelings about it. My grandma died by suicide when I was 11 or 12. She tried to die one time before, and no one really got help for her. She was sad about my grandpa dying — she lasted 6 months? and finally got a gun. And instead of compassion etc. for it I was teased at school, as 11 year old girl, for how my grandma died. Sigh. Traumatic.